There are times when I do wonder, is there another woman. Or are there other women who are out on the prowl for you. Is she still contacting you. Have you cut her off your life? I don't know if I can make that demand to make you cut her off completely; or if she will one day pop up again. I hate all these, obviously. I don't even know what sort of circumstances and situations that we are in.
There are the random times when I get strange, awful and funny feelings that I don't like. Today is one of them. The horoscope says it might be strange and awry, but good. But I have no idea.
I'm not even sure if you are good for me. You are a Force of Nature to be reckoned with and my life is getting stranger and stranger. I am confused still. Out of realistic, rational considerations.
If everything fell apart between us, if that day happened, if something went awry, I know I can still pick up the pieces and survive. And thrive. I am that strong. Maybe I can be too strong for my own good.
What is happening. I'd like a little buzz here and there, seriously.
If anything goes awry, I know I can and will harden my resolve and leave for good. This is the deciding time. This window period. Anything beyond that and I will go.
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